My Cat’s Diet

My cat is awesome; beautiful and most likely would win a beauty pageant if cats’ have such a thing. Pukki has gotten a little fat over the last few years.

We also have a couple of dogs that chase our two cats daily. Oh, the cats love their safe areas and the dogs occasionally go out to their other kennel. The front yard is pet heaven. It is about the size of a football field and full of natural trees up here in Northern Ontario. A six foot fence stops our pets from leaving and also stops critters, like a very big bear from entering and eating all the apples. Our two dogs are not smart enough to dig under and our two cats aren’t smart enough to climb over (except once at the gate the old cat, Kiva did so we had to add chicken wire).


I have spoiled my cat, Pukki, somewhat traumatized by the dogs; mostly our Jack Russell Tuuli, I have given her extra food. This has gone on long enough, a couple of years that she cannot clean herself properly. This leaves me or my wife (my wife 95% of the time) to clean her butt. Then a trip to the vets and my Pukki had her pussy shaved. With one problem solved, now she was on a diet.


A few weeks go by and I am much disciplined only the allotted ½ cup of diet cat food a day. I can’t say I saw any noticeable change but I felt good. I hadn’t caved in to those eyes. It is simple. Don’t look into those sorrowful beautiful eyes and indeed I did not cave in.

Well, until I stepped into what I thought was maybe a grape, even though we hadn’t had any grapes lately. Yes, then a second latter, I had heard the sound before I froze. Like when you step on broken glass, you don’t move. I turn my dart board light on and to my horror I lifted up my big toe. A black redness of mouse intestines now was stuck to my toes. My cat had eaten everything except the intestines. I did what anyone would do. I panicked. I started playing Twister. Trying desperately to reach anything I could wipe this goo off my feet. I looked at my long underwear,(kind of cold the last few nights), so they were ready; but I couldn’t bring myself to use them. I also had my leg/knee wraps that I couldn’t bring myself to use either. I essentially stretched my toes and the intestines; I heaved down low enough to use a gum wrapper.

My lovely Pukki does on occasion, when she is on a diet, eat mice. The problem might be that the pet door that gives them access to the great big football field size yard. If my cat is to lose weight, I need to know: how many calories a mouse has?

Written by Barnwood/E.W. Rantala

Miracle at Arrow Lake

A miracle that saved at least two lives undeniably.

When I was a young man, countless hours and many months of planning went into the annual fishing trips. Two to three week trips were normal in May for the walleye open in Northern Ontario Canada; always looking for the trophy fish. The same thrill and anticipation was felt for the opening of Smallmouth Bass on the July long weekend.

One friend and I were hard core fishermen. We went despite any weather or circumstances in life. No was not an option. We had even gone out in mid November when everything was frozen except Lake Superior. We placed fishing before everything; over major family and friends’ events because our desire for the “Isa Hauki” * (literal translation: Father Pike – general meaning the grand fish of any species).  To say we were obsessed with fishing would be a huge understatement.

July, 1999

Arrow Lake is about a hour drive SW of Thunder Bay, Ontario. Every July long weekend meant a fishing trip there with a five mile boat ride across Arrow and a short half hour hike to Little Whitefish Lake (close to the U.S.A. border).  My friend and I were obsessed with getting trophy smallmouth bass.  We were after the big fish, only eating a few injured fish, we took great care to release the fish. We had caught and released several 5 and 6 lbs. in the years before.  Hauling in a trophy was all that we talked about in the weeks leading up to our annual trip.

When I told him a few days before that we were not going, he was more than a little upset.  I had an overwhelming feeling to cancel the trip.  I had never before or since had such a feeling of panic; a sick feeling about going on a fishing trip.  I knew I could not go but what to tell my friend?  I made up excuses and lies to get out of us going.  This was the first time I ever cancelled a fishing trip. (Even going before ice out on one long May weekend waiting days for the ice to clear off the lake).

On the day we would have been at Little Whitefish and on the lake, I looked up at the sky.  The sky was green. Never before or since had I seen a sky that colour before a storm.  
Remember, we live above the 49th parallel. This is 1998 – no one talked about global warming. Northern Ontario is not a flat landscape. It is a rocky, hilly terrain hence all our many lakes.  A very powerful tornado- yes, tornado-the only one to hit this part of Northern Ontario- struck exactly where we were supposed to be.  

The news was full of the trapped campers on the main campsite on Arrow Lake (that we traveled through to hike up to Little Whitefish).  It took days to get people out.  Even then, the full devastation wasn’t known to us. After a month my friend and I, plus another friend, went across Arrow Lake to the trail; thinking the destruction was only along Arrow we thought we could cut our way in.  A trail buried under a mountain of old growth trees strewn in a tangled heap. We were still determined.  After a few futile hours with chainsaws to find the trail…one of my buddies said he was going to check how deep this mess of fallen trees went.  He returned after twenty minutes of trying to climb over to see if we could carve a path.  As far as he could see the forest was a twisted heap of wood. We gave up… for now.

I didn’t truly realize the damage until a few years latter when my wife and I decided to challenge ourselves and make the trip into Little Whitefish.  It took us over six hours to climb precariously on top of the mountain of dangerous piles of pines with stabbing wooden skewers many feet below. This hike had been normally a half hour hike.

This small lake close to Arrow was destroyed.  An old growth forest with Cedars that took two/three adults to encompass their arms around: Red Pine, White Pine, Scotch Pine, tall and beautiful, were snapped 10 to 20 feet up. For years before the tornado, we had hidden our boat in the bush, instead of carrying it back and forth. A few other people chained their boats and canoes on trees but all that was left was a broken chain and the handle from the stern – they had just vanished. Our boat, though trees had fallen on top, was still intact.

We headed by boat to our old campsite across the lake.  It looked like a bomb had gone off.  The campsite was leveled.  Death would have met my friend and I.  There was no place to hide or run. This site could never be used again for camping. The spot where we pitched our tent in the forest for years and the huge trees, that we hung our packsacks from to keep food safe from the bears, were bowled over. Our bodies would have been smashed under the great pines.

This was truly a miracle.  A miracle I need to talk about and share.

When I had this experience, the panic not to go on our annual fishing trip is very difficult to explain. There was no voice speaking to me.  It was an unpleasant feeling. Queasy, kind of like vertigo and it stayed with me until I decided not to go.  I have always been a Christian, I cannot remember a time when I didn’t believe in God.  God saved both my friend and I by sending that feeling.  

There have not been any other tornados in this area since this one.  Arrow Lake campground was full of campers celebrating Canada Day on the July long weekend.  The people huddled in the middle and surrounded themselves with their vehicles to take the force of the trees falling and debris flying.  They too were touched with a miracle; all were alive despite the smashed up forest. It took days to clear the road to get them out. We would have had no where to hide at our campsite. How would we have escaped?

My Lord saved my friend and I from certain death. My heavenly Father, my Lord and Savior saved my life- not anything else.  God, who saved us all when He gave us Jesus; God sent an angel to instill this feeling of fear and dread to save us. Hard to believe He would care that much about me but He does care for each and every one of us.  God needs to hear your voice.  Pray to Him, talk to Him.  He will listen and answer you. But you need Faith, true Faith. I can never thank God enough, but I can share this story of how He saved our lives that day.

By Barnwood/Erick W. Rantala

My refuge


How can I capture the beauty?

How can I capture the smell?

How can I capture the spirit?

How can I capture the experience?

How can I capture the love?

God’s love surrounds and hugs a 2 acre, heavily treed, small island.

I went back to recover something lost in my past.  

The tears stream down swollen eyes.  

I refuse to wipe them until it becomes unbearable.

Pleasure, pain and anguish are captured in those tears for a reason.

The reason shared in God’s presence.

I was surrounded by God’s love that day, that week and forever more.

by Barnwood/E.W. Rantala

Dance for Your Eternal Soul

God’s pain for the multitudes of people, who will not, cannot and have not God.  The pain, who no one talks about, must be like the crucifixion. God’s pain for those that Christ died for and who refuse to believe in the obvious: God – our Creator, Father and Savior.

I, as a child, knew the Lord in my soul.  All one needs is to just let Him in.  Ask and you shall receive eternal life.  My soul was one with God before I was born! Why should anyone deny their fate when His presence is in everything living?

Dance like a Finn child* singing Christian hymns to the dying sick and old in a hospital; uninhibited, full of love and God’s Holy light~ all dancing in front of Jesus!

Written by Barnwood/E.W. Rantala

Acts 17:

27 God did this so that they would seek Him and perhaps reach out for Him and find Him, though He is not far from any one of us. 28 ‘For in Him we live and move and have our being.’ As some of your own poets have said, ‘We are His offspring.’

(*As I child I only spoke Finn and my mother was have tests at Rochester Hospital)

Have We Become Like Sodom and Gomorrah?

Our society is lost. Only in Jesus Christ is there answered prayer, faith unbounded and love undeniable.  We have been deceived, tricked and lied to by the main stream media. You have to look very hard to find even a hint of GOD.

Sexual perversion, extreme violence and Darwinism’s view of nature is what our children are subjected to everyday. As the years drift further and further from our Saviour’s death and resurrection, we edge closer and closer to the great cities of Sodom and Gomorrah.

The one constant that we have is in a book called the BIBLE. GOD so loved the world, He gave His only SON, JESUS CHRIST, so we can be saved .*  GOD also gave us a manual how to live forever.  Read it.

by Barnwood/E.W.Rantala
* “For God so loved the world that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life.” John 3:16

Frank, the Preacher, and the Chainsaw from Hell

Recently married, my faith was to be tested. I married the preacher’s daughter, so I had more on the line then most. The family shared a secluded piece of property relatively close to Thunder Bay. Along the very busy Trans-Canada Highway, one would never guess what lies down a gated gravel road. Approximately 7 kilometres uphill then a drop down to McKenzie River Valley. So far inland through the thick mixed forest of the Canadian Shield, that one cannot hear the highway whine. Instead the rumble of trains on the CNN railroad and the occasional wolf’s howl.

I have walked, hiked, skied and driven this little stretch of road. When animals, birds or a scene captures your eye, you simply stop and enjoy without worry of traffic. Moose, hawks, porcupine, bear, Blue herons, beaver, Kingfishers, martens to list a few of the animals sighted.

The camp, an old log cabin built in 1976 by Frank and sons, was a large sauna, with a common area. Equipped with wood cook stove and wood sauna stove. With time passing, marriages and children, meant a new larger cabin needed to be built.

This is where I come in. Land needed to be cleared and with a forest in front of us, this, I was told, was to be where the lumber to build would come from. I also had a nice new ¾ ton truck which was to be used to hull the logs to a local saw mill back towards town, owned by Frank’s cousin. I really enjoyed physical work, having worked in construction and mining. I had no problem with cutting the logs needed for a cabin.

At first, I had little experience with chain saws or cutting trees. I would learn quickly with hundreds of trees needing to be milled into lumber. Being new with chainsaws, I stood a little puzzled when Frank started up the Husqvarna for me the first time. I watched this big, heavy, chainsaw rotate clockwise faster than a second hand. A refurbished Husky from the bush camps, this saw had seen better days. There was no idle. No brake. And a freshly sharpened chain honed down by Frank, who worked in the bush camps before becoming a Lutheran preacher. I was a little apprehensive but the pressure was on. I looked at Frank then down at the chainsaw. Taking a leap of faith, I reached down and grasped the spinning beast. The chainsaw with all its flaws, preformed like a hot knife through butter. The land was cleared, the lumber dried out and the new cabin has held many family gatherings. Best of all, I still have my fingers.

 

Written by Barnwood 57(E.W. Rantala)

What Does One Say

What does one say when someone

denies God?

 

What does one say when someone

believes only 40% of the Bible?

 

What does one say when someone

does not even believe in Jesus

& say they never sin?

 

What does one say when someone

will not listen to you

no matter how compelling you can be?

 

What does one say when someone

doesn’t care about an after life,

only about today,

no tomorrows?

 

What does one say when that someone

is a very old and dear friend?

A friend that has no faith?

 

What does one say when faced with a dilemma? 

Push too hard (I can get loud)

& a friendship could be lost

or not enough push

& a soul could be lost.

 

What I can say is: I believe my only answer for now may have to be prayer.

What I can pray for is: a prayer that shows God’s grace, Jesus’ love, and the Holy Spirit’s light to a friend like mine.

 

Written by Barnwood

( E.W. Rantala April 2014)

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